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Saturday, April 30, 2005

boohoo.. after a week of working.. todae finally went shopping..
took some pics before going out. =P
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-first head to thiong bahru, tiff bought 2 tops.
-head to PS
-shop shop shop
-bought anderson ice-cream each. i ate mango, she ate cookies n cream. yummie..
-took neoprint
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-had our dinner
-shop shop shop.
kip finding dat particular shop fer darn long, gave up but finally found it.
-bought some make up stuffs.
-went breadtalk buy some bread home.
-head home.
-went to my uncle hse wif parents to discuss some mother dae thingy.
yippee.. mothers'dae we all gonna celebrate man.. is not one family.. is da whole familes.. total of 30 plus peeps.. consists of cousins, aunties,uncles,nephews,nieces.. =)
its been some times since we gather together.. since new year? i'm looking forward cann..
till got lotsa things to buy in hand.. hmm.. wanna work more ler.. hope got lotsa of working daes fer mi.. =)
last of all.. its ashely dearie bdae.. wanna wish her..

HAPPY BIRTHDAE MY GER!!!

Monday, April 25, 2005

arghhh.. i hate dis few daes weather.
damn freaking shittty ultra super duper hot ar..
darnmit
summore aircon lyk kinda arggh. not cold.
i hate todae cann..
working todae din go well man.
hate one of da table customers.
so damn freaking idiotic.
darn fussy..hard to serve dem.
really daam spoil my mood.
pissed off.
hmm one aunty bought mi and jacky supper. my fav dish.
you tiao!! +drooling+
yeash i luv her to bits cann..
gonna turn in ler.
ciaox =)

Sunday, April 24, 2005

hmm din blog fer some daes. some problem happen to mi recently..some misunderstanding.. yup shall not tok much..*sadded*

hmm.. alrite jux came back from work.. *tired*. came home quite early den usual, cos jacky's dad fetch mi.. =) boohoo.. i got my weekly pay.. i wanna save all my pay, wanna buy new hp.. +blinkblinkblink+. wahh think haf to save until about at least 500 ba. arggh.. when can i be able to save till tat much? *pondering*.

hmm.. may is cuming. meaning, i gotta spend alot dis month. guess wad.. mothers' dae( haf to spend on family and working), mummy bdae(work place), frenx bdae. oh gosh.. really haf to spend alot alot.. argghh.. my hp.. gonna wait ler.zzzzzz.

gonna be thrifty ler. meaning no shopping, no enjoyment, no spending on myself, nothing. i shall gona work work work and work.. gonna earn more more and more money. pray hard dat i will haf lots of working daes.. maybe 3-4 daes a week? +hiak+

actually todae miting celine wif my sis to church but we two are too tired.. can't get off of our bed. sorry celine. nxt time yar? hmm celine gonna fly off to viatnam fer her exchange programme. bon voyage arh.. and u take care.

*yawn* i'm tired. shall stop here..

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

hahz.. jux tried a test.. on wad lover am i.. duhh..
my result
The SonnetDeliberate Gentle Love Dreamer (DGLDf)
Romantic, hopeful, and composed. You are the Sonnet. Get it? Composed?
Sonnets want Love and have high ideals about it. They're conscientious people, caring & careful. You yourself have deep convictions, and you devote a lot of thought to romance and what it should be. This will frighten away most potential mates, but that's okay, because you're very choosy with your affections anyway. You'd absolutely refuse to date someone dumber than you, for instance.
Lovers who share your idealized perspective, or who are at least willing to totally throw themselves into a relationship, will be very, very happy with you. And you with them. You're already selfless and compassionate, and with the right partner, there's no doubt you can be sensual, even adventurously so. You probably have lots of female friends, and they have a special soft spot for you. Babies do, too, at the tippy-top of their baby skulls.
ALWAYS AVOID: The 5-Night Stand, The False Messiah, The Hornivore, The Last Man on Earth
CONSIDER: The Loverboy

wanna try dis out? go to www.okcupid.com/oktest

Monday, April 18, 2005

yea ok i'll summerize everything fer da past 2 daes.
*sunday
-mit up
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ya her.. to go century square fer a hair cut but in da end cancel .(too ex cos is weekend)
-head to town.
-mit up cheryl and yongqing
-shop shop
-i and tiff bought a top each
-wanted to go fer k.(cancelled)
-head home
-tiff tonn at my hse.
-gers'talk.. +hiakhiak+
-stay up till late late 3am.
-off to bed.

*monday
-rain darn heavily..but insist of going fer hair cut.. wif tiff
-go fer haircut at storm.(14.90) cheap arh. butbutbut i hate da hairdresser. cut my hair till so short. arggh.. kip grumbling to tiff. humpf..mux wait till when den can grow long long again arh. *sadded*
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-haf our lunch and dinner.(sakae sushi). we eat darn little. waste money man. arggh.. regret!!
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-went to develope some fotos
-go to san bookshop to return da book.. to get refund. temperory not reading cos no money to rent.=P
-shop ard..den head home.

Saturday, April 16, 2005

boo.. jux came back from work.. *tiredtired*.. going to work feel so great. i'm pampered by all da ppl at work. da aunty dere.. can so called my "godma" da wan hu alweas nice to mi.. gave mi herbal tea during halfwae working. yesh i'm thirsty. yup i really luv her to bits. arggh.. hands and legs are aching.. gosh.. hahz.. nvm.. theres income flowing into my pocket.. +blink blink blink+.. more money flowing in.. =PP

yesh.. finally tml going out wif my dearie tiff.. its been months since i last saw her.. bout 3? yar.. long arh.. miss her darn much.. hmm.. i going to cut my hair.. i repeat.. i'm going to cut my hair.. hahz..

errmm.. i finished my "confessions of shopaholic" storybook.. fast yar.. dis week i read 2 books. opps.. gonna go rent again.. gonna waste few bucks again.. =)

alrite i'm tired.. gonna turn in early.. *yawn*.

Friday, April 15, 2005

yesh.. by dis time, both of dem should be on da plane, siping water, relaxing, enjoying da scenery and being serve by da beautiful air stewardess. yup they are flying off to philipine to continue their studies. my colleague cuming to spore fer some attachment thingy.

so sad arh.. he's leaving and i dun think i'll be able to c him fer some period of time or maybe not. well well well.. so i met up wif him early in da morning at bout 7.30 *yawn*early arh.. no choice cos he's catching da flight in da noon. we went fer our "last meal" and we chit chat at compasspoint. hmm.. told mi lots of problems and i began to realised tat foreigner are tend to be taken advantage and tend to be bullied..and being discriminated. *sadded* aint they da same as us.. all are human and also have mother.. cant da person wif higher authority spare a thought fer dem.. dey came all da wae here to gain some experience and yet they are being pushed ard.

yup we ended everything wif a hug and off he went. we took some foto wif him and yes hope to develope it fast den can do a card and attach da foto den send to him.. may him have a safe journey and bon voyage.. =)
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Wednesday, April 13, 2005

yar sumhow i heard rumours bout u two.. hmm and from sumhow.. sumwhere i gootta noe her blog.. yep read her entries.. lots of question marks flowing around.. was she talking bout u? was she referring to u? are u da wan hu do all those stuff fer her?yar i dunnoe and i wil nv noe.. i couldnt find out da doubts. i'm getting paranoid! many times i wanted to ask but i noe u will nv wanna tell mi.. yes u din wanna tell mi.. i wonder why!! was she da wan u referring to? hmm nvm.. and i noe u will nv come in to look at my blog so i got da guts to rant here..

alrite enufff of tat. lets tok bout my work todae.. hmm alrite as usual standing under da sun fer hours.. hey ppl.. todae i din slack k.. i managed to distribute bout 350 paper bags. i got sun burnt. *oucchh*
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yes todae is my last dae and i wont be working fer uob.. fer serangoon garden..
meaning.. no waking up early.. no under da sun.. no distributing.. nothing. i guess i'll missed da ppl over dere.. dey are vv helpful.. maybe bcos dey pity mi fer standing under da sun fer hrs.. and my face totally red. many ppl ask mi to stand under da shade.. some even managed to help mi distribute. my gosh.. yar.. gotta noe a cafe cartel ger.. she asked mi to go work at cafe cartel.. hmm... *should i?*some passer-by saw mi and sae.. "ohh u are here again".. heh.. overall da job was fun lar.. kinda lyk my job after getting used to it. butbut my feeling hot.. feverish arh? or maybe stand too long under da sun.. orgghh.. so uncomfortable.

ya tml working fer long beach.. its been months dat i din stepped into da place. i wan more money more money and more more more money!!!!

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

yep second dae of work... i'm burning. been standing under da sun fer hrs.. and gonna die of dehydration.. at da end of da dae.. been drinking alot todae.. *stomach bloated* my body seems hot and is burning inside.. can sae got bit burn.. tann tann abit.. heh=) can work and tann at da same time.. not bad arh? yar i'm super tired.. reached home not long.. i'm in da dreamland. =P

hmmm no mood to blog further.. blog again tml..

Monday, April 11, 2005

yawn.. woke up vv early todae.. went breadfast wif my mom and off i went fer work.. met up wif william.. wah i actually drop at da wrong busstop.. gosh.. tats wad i called.. direction idiot. reached da place quite early so go mac sit sit.. hmm din noe i haf to start work at 11am.. i tot 11.30.. i'm late=P butbut da person dunnoe.. heh. help UOB to distribute da flyers but in a form of paper bag.. da bag is nice.. so quite ok lar..easier to distribute. supposed to work from 11 to 3.30. i "eat snake".. v tired so find a place to sit down and tok wif my fren. boo.. rested fer 1/2hr den continue... da darn weather.. so hot.. yesh.. da time goes vv fast.. at bout 3 i "eat snake" again.. went to jolly bean sit down drink and read storybook till 3.30 den i go report den went home.. so da conclusion is i actually work fer onli 3hr instead of 41/2. heh..=P shit weather when i was bout to go home.. it rain.. and i'm drenched.zzzzzzz.

yesh.. i am vvv tired.. my god i still haf to endure fer 2 more daes.. *fainted* da ppl there are frenly.. esp da police officer.. heh.. yar dis week gonna be a working week.. no shopping.. nothing.. gosh.. alrite.. tml another dae of work.. ciaoz..

Sunday, April 10, 2005

hmm.. i turned down one job offer.. i'm penniless yet throw money into da drain.. my god.. yup met up wif
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andelin after her church.. dragged her to go to san bookshop at tampines to rent books wif mi.. yup she rented a book too.. =) thru my influences.. =P

went fer our lunch and we updated ourselve wif each other's life and so on.. yeah not forgetting some gossiping session and go popular to buy some stuff. yesh.. shopping spee time.. boo.. spent bout 4 hours in tm and century.. shop shop and shop.. she bought herself a shirt at giodano.. she went to try her clothes den i'm bored..

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yup taken in da changing room... =PP

hmmm... tempted on a clothes in ebase.. should i buy?? *ponder* +blink blink blink+

when to spotlight and guess wad.. my god.. i saw my dearest shuwen.. its been years since i last saw her.. yesh she's my tuition senior. she hasn't change abit.. =) we gossip/update fer sometime and she went off searching fer her fashion design materials..

tats da end of my dae.. and home sweet home.. haiz thinking dat i gonna work tml i was lyk.. har? i'm too lazy to move my butt up to go to work.. knowing tat i'll be bored too if i'm at home rotting. know wad.. i'll be working alone lor.. wth.. nvm its jux 3 daes.. and i'll haf money rolling into my pocket. *endure endure*. da biggest prob is i dunnoe da wae lor.. everybody noe i'm a direction idiot cann.. buden buden i found my star.. my angel.. william accompany mi go.. hmm how nice of him.. yea mit him den go together.. =P

hmmm jux got news from jacky tat i'll be working nxt week with jacky.. yea tml he gonna help me get my schedule.. boo.. finally i can go back to work.. *enthu enthu* alrite tats all fer todae..

Saturday, April 09, 2005

if ppl out dere think tat surveyer job is simple and easy to earn money.. i can tell u all tat u all are totally super duper ultra wrong. "being a surveyer aint tat easy". yea i experienced it myself. todae work as a surveyer at orchard.. supposed to end work at 6 and guess wad.. mi mummy and steph gave up halfwae.. oh god.. those job not suitable fer us man.. can u imagine us working fer less than 1 hour and bout 1 plus we cannot tolerate it anymore and we decided to quit. and i swear nv to work as a surveyer.. never ever.. so we head off fer a shopping spee... =P

mit up wif peiling to accompany her fer break as she working in paragon.. kim came down too to take stuff from mi. yea den took bus 65 home wit mummy.. accompany her to sit till boon keng i took train home. i was damn blurr cann.. i was on da phone wif lester and i din realised tat i took da wrong side.. till i heard.. "little india".. i'm stunned. i looked out den i realised tat i took da wrong train.. zzzzzzzz. *fainted* luckly i brought my book along and it accompany mi fer da whole dae.

yep i'm proud of myself arh.. i finished reading up my book tat i rented yesterdae.. oh man.. first time in my life i took 2 daes to finished da book. theres sense of satisfaction.. =) tat book was nice cann.. gd recommandation. its real life story experienced by da author dave pelzer. As a child he nv had a real home. he was sumhow rescued from an alcoholic, abusive mother, his only possessions were the old torn clothes. he relives his life as a foster child, in and out of 5 different homes. yea dis book will break and warm ur heart. it was a sequel to " a child called 'it' " yup gonna rent another book.. my target is "a man called dave".. kinda link to wad i read earlier.

Friday, April 08, 2005

hmm..guess wad. i got my results. yesterdae nite i cant get to slp and lucky linjing called mi fer a chat and tok till 2am and we went to bed. i silent mode my hp.. cos i v scared tat anytime my hp will *beep*. yea i woke up and i watched tv.. till linjing called mi dat he got his results. i was damn scared as i got unred msg. i put down da call and i went to c my result.. omg.. i passed all.. phew.. *sigh*. i called linjing and i shouted at him.. i so happy.. =)

thinking back.. b4 i got my results i sae if i pass all i'll be grateful but wen i got my results.. though i pass all.. but i wad not happy wif my results.. i think i shld have done better..
wen i know all my frens results.. i kinda bit disappointed wif my results arh.. esp my fcsos. i think my lab really pull mi down. i din even haf As... sad man.. kinda jealous wit my fren. hueva u are.. u shld noe.. junyou.. yar i'll challenge u nxt sem arh.. =P

yea.. mit my buddies..
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yesh dem.. mit emilyn to go rent storybook.. yea i got da hunch to read storybook.. surprised arhh.. and i rented "the lost boy" and emilyn bought a book from popular. den we mit branda to haf our dinner.. surprise surprise.. we saw jacky and junwei(tuition).. dey went to watch house of fury.. asking dem to haf dinner wif us but dey dun wan.. hmm fine.. and we headed to pastamania.. yummy..

yes.. we ordered 3 pizza.. and tats my share..
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dats my breadfast cum lunch cum dinner.. hmm.. and i....

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yea finished all up... *stomach bloated*..

yupyup.. we went fer sum foto taking session.. heh..=) can u believe it.. we took till cam low batt and we took bout 140 pics.. oh gosh.. we are damn *zi lian* emilyn gotta go fer tuition and we headed home.. yesh da pic are loaded.. my gers go check it out ya..=P hmmm really damn long nv hang out wit dem.. dat was fun.. simply missed dem.. love dem to bits...

hope dere will be lotsa activities cuming up ya? alrite tml gotta work.. dats my first dae.. hmm.. yeayea.. gotta turn in ler.. ciaox..

Thursday, April 07, 2005

hmm.. i bored man.. super duper ultimate bored. jux 2 daes and manage to finish up the whole of part 1 vcd of "take my word for it" bout police negotiator.though i seen it on scv. but i on off watch. can u imagine how bored am i?? gosh.. yaya waiting fer my sis to borrow part 2 fer mi.

wah... my frens going to indonesia to shop lor.. *envy envy*. how i wish i could go wif dem.. but but but.. da biggest prob is.. NO MONEY. my god.. y am i so shitty bloody poor arh.. how i wish dat i got money den can go wif dem for a trip.. shop shop shop till drop dead. forget bout dis lar.. impossible to go ler.. =( sadded.

yar.. my biggest fear is here.. i will be getting my result real soon.. real real soon.. is either tml or sat.. i vvvv scared. cant imagine da first ting in da morning my hp *beep* and i look at da sms result.. if i got gd result.. all pass.. its a relieve. if i fail.. ohh no i dunnoe wad i gonna do man. mentally breakdown!!

recently i'm unable to get to slp peacefully. i haf been tossing on my bed.. thinking of my results.. my mind are full of worries. wad if i fail? wad if i dun do well.. wad if.. wad if.. wad if.. i really really scared.. i am afraid to c disappointing results. hu will be there to console mi? sob.. think i gonna flood my hse wif my tears.. =P

wadeva it is.. hope dat my hardwork will pay off arh.. yea..=)

Tuesday, April 05, 2005

shoo.. todae wake up darn early to mit my 2 gers to orchard..

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yups is dem.. hmm.. go fer job hunting? yeayea found a job arh.. is some survey thingy lar.. to us da pay quite attractive lar.. one survey done da commission is 2 bucks.. alot? now to us.. got job gd ler.. yea now i got 3 jobs in hand.. *peace*all da chapalang jobs lar. i darn lack of money cann.. gonna work as many as possible. more money more money and more more money!!! pls drop sum money.. or sumone transfer money and accidently transfer to my account*huilin pls wake up. +piak+*

after da interview,we go haf our lunch. As we are all a poor soul.. we gonna jux haf our lunch lyk dis..

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yaya.. tats us eating. hmm.. hu ask we all no money.. budget budget! =P
and i'm bored and as usual.. paranoid mi took pic of myself.. opps.

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we jux shop ard at fareast and all of us bought sumthing.. clothes. we got tempted by da shop ya.. i'm broke.. we kip consoling ourselves tat we got job cuming so no worries.. yaya..

on our way back, we saw... yaya is MS CHUA PEILING. oh gosh.. wad a small world yah.. we gossip abit and we had our move. took bus 65 wif mummyting cos no one took mrt wif mi.sob. i was suppose to stop at da dobyguat dat busstop k.. darn bus driver nv stop da bus and i haf to walk from da other stop to da mrt.. wth..!! yea nothing to so i go fer window shopping alone at compasspoint and home sweet home.. =)

hmm think i'm sick or wad arh.. my body is lyk hot.. yah..waiting fer da person to call mi and mummy for work.. hopefully can start work by tml..

Monday, April 04, 2005

From the very beginning, girl's family objected strongly on her dating this guy. Saying that it has got to do with family background and the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him.Due to family's pressure, the couple quarrel very often. Though the girl love the guy deeply, but she always ask him: "How deep is your love for me?" As the guy is not good with his words, this often causes the girl to be very upset.With that and the family's pressure, the girl often vents her anger on him. As for him, he only endures it in silence.After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated and decided to further his studies in overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the girl: "I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?"The girl agreed, and with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in and agreed to let them get married. So before he leaves, they got engaged. The girl went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They sent their love thru emails and phone calls. Though it's hard, but both never thought of giving
up. One day, while the girl was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realized that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. She has lost her voice... The doctor says that the impact on her brain has caused her to loss her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down.During the stay in hospital, besides silence cry, it's still just silence cry that accompanied her. Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same, except for the ringing tone of the phone. This pierced into her heart every time it rang. She does not wish to let the guy know and not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer.With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions and millions of reply, countless of phone calls. All the girl could do, besides crying, is still crying... The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything and be happy.With a new environment, the girl learns sign language and started a new life. Telling her everyday that she must forget the guy. One day, her friend came and told her that he's back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him.A year has passed and her friend came with an envelope, containing an invitation card for the guy's wedding. Girl was shattered. When she opens the letter, she saw her name in it instead. When she was about to ask her friend what's going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her.He used sign language telling her "I've spent a year's time to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. "I Love You." With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The girl finally smiled."

Sunday, April 03, 2005

finally went to catch house of fury wit my sis. woots da show is damn nice.. comical too.. hmm.. lots of my idols are in.. some part kinda abit fake arh.. especially dat old man. yaya.. after watching i head straight home as my sis when to watch match at tampines sport hall.. zzzzz..
sick and tired of staying at home man.. feel lyk i'm a nuisance arh.. wasting my time, wasting the natural resources.. opps. Its not that i dun wanna go work lor.. i'm jobless.. kena "retrench" lar.. hmm my previous job doesnt need ppl fer da time being lor.. cos they have enuff waitress.. damn!!! i'm in need of money lar.. wanna buy all da chapalang dat i fancy.. hmm.. anyone wanna sponsor mi arh.. donate it to huilin's fund.. =) hope can get a job asap lar.. i'm gonna gone berserk if i continue doing nothing.. perhaps i gonna suffer from senile dementia soon... oh gosh..
i'm bored to death.. lyk wad jacky sae.. go read books to build up a little knowledge since i'm free.. yupyup shld go read sum books.. its been some time i touch storybook.. hmm.. since sec skool? =P

Saturday, April 02, 2005

nice sweet story i came across, enjoy-
The first time I asked her to marry me was when we were six years old.

"I'll be the husband," I said, "and you can be the wife."
"No," she replied simply.
"Yes," I said.
"No," she replied again and walked off.
After a few moments, I walked off too. It’s no fun playing house alone.

The second time I asked her to marry me, was when we were fourteen. We were partners in a dance for the annual school program and I was waiting for her to come out of the dressing room. I was dressed in a black suit and bowtie. As she stepped out of the dressing room in a pink dress that came down to her knees, I took a deep breath. She looked like an angel that had just stepped down from the heavens. As we waited for the teachers to give the signal for us to get on stage, I stared at her and tried to find my voice. She caught me looking and smiled as she asked, "What are you looking at?"
"Will you marry me?" I blurted out.
Her smile turned into a grin, and a second later she burst out laughing. I didn't mind. I could see stars in her eyes. Still laughing, she took my hand and led me onto the stage.

The third time I asked her to marry me was on her sixteenth birthday. We were at a picnic with friends and the two of us were sitting by ourselves under a tree as the rest argued about which game to play next. She laughed at something someone was talking about in the distance. I heard the tinkling of bells in her voice. I plucked a daisy that was growing nearby and gave it to her as I said, "Will you be my wife?"
She blushed as she looked at the flower, and then burst out laughing again. She took the flower and ran to join the rest of the group. I followed.

The fourth time, we were eighteen. We were sitting in the cafeteria in college as she sat sipping on a glass of orange juice and telling me how beautiful the last poem she read had been. After speaking continuously for a few minutes, she stopped and said, "What happened? Why aren't you saying anything?"
I looked into her eyes and said, "I want to spend the rest of my life with you. Will you marry me?"
As before, she burst out laughing again and said, "You're not old enough to get married yet." And then she started talking about another poem.

The fifth time I asked her to marry me was the day of our graduation. We were both twenty-one. I got down on one knee with a red rose in my hand and said to her, "Will you, now, take me to be your husband?"
She grinned this time, and replied, "You're always in a hurry. You wanted to do your post-graduation, right?"
I shrugged, got back on my feet, and walked with her to the convocation hall.

Four years later, I had finished my post-graduation and had a job in a multinational company. We were sitting in an ice cream shop when she brought it up. "You haven't asked me to marry you in four years," she said. "What happened? Did you change your mind?" She was smiling widely.
"What do you think?" I teased.
"I think you're afraid I’ll reject you again."
"You haven't really rejected me even once, till now," I countered. "You never really said 'No'."
"I did when we were six," she pointed out.
"She remembers", I thought to myself, as I smiled at the memory.
I held out a spoon of ice cream for her to taste, and said, "Alright, so you rejected me once."
"So?" she asked as she tasted my ice cream.
"So nothing," I replied.
She rolled her eyes in silence. She was no longer smiling.
"Well?" I asked. "Do you think I've changed my mind?"
She frowned as she said, "I don't know." She looked beautiful even when she frowned.
I watched her for a few seconds and said, "Why don't you ask me to marry you this time?"
"Me?" she replied, eyes wide in surprise.
"Why?" I asked. "What's wrong with that?"
She blushed. "No," she said.
"Are you rejecting me again?" I asked.
"No, no!" she said quickly.
"So then you are saying 'Yes'?"
She stuck her tongue out at me as she realized what I was trying to do, and went back to eating her ice cream.
"Hey," I said, as I took her hand in mine. "Marry me."
She scrunched up her nose as she replied, "Are you sure?"
I'd been sure since I was six. "Yes," I said simply.
And she just smiled and nodded.

"When you realise you wanna spend the rest of your life with someone, you want the rest of your life to start immediately." melted your heart? mine did.

Friday, April 01, 2005

how i wish dat we could turn back time.. go back to where theres no worries and problems. As we grow up,our happy memories become lesser but problems mount. sumone asked mi..hu are my v best frens who will share problems wit u, share secrets wit u..? i dunnoe y..or maybe in dis world theres no such word as best fren. i cannot gave an ans..yesh.. u have tons of frens but hu will be there fer u wen u need dem? why am i born into dis world wif lotsa problems to face. i'll point out some scenario that we usually face in frenship.
*feel leftout
what i really hate most is wen there is group of frenx.. den there are sum ppl talking/giggling among themselve and neglecting the ppl ard them.. it was lyk kinda leftout ya.. dey do not noe how to care ppl feeling.. it wad kinda sad. sumtimes it can dampen my mood.. hmm. hate it!
*long-term vs short-term frenship
all along, i tot da longer we noe da person, the stronger is da bond. but i was wrong. sumtimes one person can be very close to sumone who barely noe them fer a year than those who noe dem fer bout 6-7 years? imagine u wit da fren who noe jux 1 yr and a fren hu noe fer years.. and ur fren is closer to da wan hu noe jux 1 yr.. how will u feel? kind of saddening arh. why? i really dun quite understand human..
*feeling extra
there are some kind of frens that there haf some secrets among themselves its lyk.. hmm.. i dunnoe wad to sae. when we found out that they having secrets among themselves.. kinda jealous or rather sad? i dunnoe if i'm jux feeling sensitive or not.. hmm..
ya thats some examples of people we face in dis world and i believe that we sumhow we experience dis. i do not noe if u guys out dere experiences dis kind of thing..i really hate that feeling. dont they ppl spare a thought fer others? is it because dey din experience that b4 and they do not noe that kind of feeling of being neglected. i glad that there are sum frens are not lyk dat.. =D i loves their company and i really treasure it alot.i loves the company of frens who are plain and simple.. will nv gif mi da feeling of being leftout or gave mi da chance to think wildly. Those who are reading this.. and those that i wish that they are reading it.. i hope u all will really care fer the ppl ard u.. and treasure the frenship..


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