YOURS TRULY
huiilinn
18 October
Typical OL
CLIQUES
*_andelin
*_alan
*_ashley.the.kiosai
*_branda
*_bernice.the.slacker
*_ben.the.sleeping.buddha
*_celine
*_cheryl
*_cheryl-cmm
*_cherylyn.the.irritating.cuzzie
*_deborah
*_erica
*_emilyn
*_eugene.the.lamer
*_gabriel
*_huiting.the.asthma.kia
*_rachel.the.pang.family
*_huiyong
*_jasmine.the.sexy.butt
*_jessin
*_joyce
*_kehan.the.nice.guy
*_kim
*_lebon
*_phyllicia
*_priscilla
*_sally
*_stan
*_tongyi.the.vain
*_umar.the.mr.friendly
*_val.the.camera.shy
*_william.the.jie.mei
PHOTOS
29/3
08/04
11/05part1
foto
classgathering
class chalet'05
jasbday-23/9/05
mybday'05
surprisebday18/11
18/11-part2
sinhowbday22/11
weihan's hse-bbq
william21stbday part1
william21stbday part2
TP grad ceremony,23May07
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since 26nov'05
Friday, March 31, 2006
PHOTOS
Heres the pics as promised.
Thursday, March 30, 2006
a call from ahnia and without any hesitation, we decided to go SGH.
considered an "SGH Excursion" know why? we been touring ard SGH from blocks after blocks waiting for him to msg us where is he.
we nearly walked the whole of SGH.
The moment we step into ICU level, our heart drop right to the bottom.
saw beds after beds pushing here and dere.
once we thought we saw the person lying was dead with cloth covering the head.
we scared lyk hell, holding e/o hands. looking closer, we realised that our eyes are playing on us.
tonns of persuasion and talking sense, he agreed to mit us up at canteen.
although its just a short meeting up, short talking, we still feel that its worth our time.
lucky u decided to mit up if not our trip there will be in vain.
hey you, wasnt you touched by our sincerity? ((:
life is so fragile.
cherish everything you have ((:
Wednesday, March 29, 2006
after everything done, bought cake and additional cookie for alan as bday cake as we thought he can't eat cake. its nice, money wise NICE too!!
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splendid dinner at riverside indo restaurant. cheap and nice.
jas,weihan,nickolas,sinhow went off after dinner and the rest went to walk ard to find suitable place to cut cake. saw fountain and we started our cam-whoring. owell, today isnt the day for cam-whoring. not satisfying enuff. cut cake, sing song, cam-whoring,pressie-giving and head home. tot of going clubbing with peiling,ahnia,lebon but cancelled in the end. everything seems nice but..
this heel spoiled the day. leg gonna break soon. been walking since 1pm till 11plus. wad do u think?
bare-foot home all the way from CP to my house. how nice.
pics upload soon after collecting all of dem from individual cam. (:
jas complaining theres dirty popup whenever she comes in here so shall take out my song. does tat happen to you all too? mine didnt.
no song for the time-being. how bored. hmm.
today wasnt tat perfect.
maybe big grps of 15px tend to get seperated somehow. small grps talking to themselve as if of their own world.
owell, tats wad big grps are at a disadvantage.
hopefully the prince(s) and princess enjoyed today's celebration and the pressie too.. ((:
Tuesday, March 28, 2006
dinner with classmates tml. celebrating 3 peeps bday
-alan
-peiling(belated)
-junyou(belated)
total of 14 peeps. woohh.. its gonna be fun.
I don't like you.
if you think i'm talking about you, owell you are prolly right.
Monday, March 27, 2006
head ikea with lovely ash. got wad we wanted.
i got my big cushion, boxes to contain my piles of poly-notes,foto-frame for myself, puzzle-frame to frame up the bday card girls gave me on my 19th bday.
spent ard $39.90.
ash wanted to buy a table and asked a guy for enquries.
he funny and cute.
us: is this table easy to fix.
him: yeash. is idiot-proof( meaing even idiot can fixed it)
all us us laughed lyk hella. he laughed too. ((:
parked our trolley oneside and we went to eat our breakfast cum lunch cum dinner.
shopped again after tat.
dragged our feet to busstop. stuffs heavy lyk hella.
photos
wanna catch my korean show -Only You. NICE.
we will always be there for you.
we are just a call away.
Saturday, March 25, 2006
teeerrrdaaaa..
not yet done.
need to go ikea someday to buy stuffs. (:
Friday, March 24, 2006
i got my V3i. dad sponsor me $100,and with m1 $65 voucher and trade in of hp, i just forked out 100 over. GREAT!!
finally can get rid of my lousy gugu hp.
no more missed call from ppl. (hopefully)
no more hp sotsot whereby ppl from other line can't hear what i talking where i can hear what's on the other line.
no more silent mode whenever i'm out. (its kinda embarrassing having gugu ringtone)
nuren haven manage to saiko her dad to get her v3i. most probably he getting her nokia.
*finger crossed-
i'm waiting for the day you took the same hp as me. hehs. ((:
spring cleaning my room today. seems a lill spacious now.
gonna move my com to another table, putting carpet on the floor and big cushion where i can surf com sitting down. wooohh... how nice.
my room seems small and it spoilt the whole thing. shall plan how to re-arranged my stuff.
Thursday, March 23, 2006
unfortunately, we charbor(s) dun have any time management. met dat nu ren at 1.30 and reached ikea at ard 3.
sat bus till my butt gonna burnt can.
took 89 to hougang and 147 to boonkeng and met ht and continue sitting 147 to ikea.
shopped ikea, tempted with lotsa furniture. how i wish my room gonna be tat nice,furnished with those nice furnitures. in the end bought a carpet for my room. gonna go back ikea again somedays to buy big cushion.
supposingly, intending to go riverside to have our dinner but mininum 4pxs if we wana had tat 6-course meal. called william butden he wasnt free so we changed to eat at hawker ard ikea.
we finished ordering and william called saying wanna go riverside. argghhh.. alrights wasnt his fault. he msged me but i din realised till he called ash. i'm sorry.
shall go next time alrights.
anyway the food quite nice.
both of us gave some rice to ash and her rice pile up lyk mountain. *giggle-
took 147,thought of going clark quay for a walk butden we kinda lazy in the end so all of us head home. ht dropped at her hse, ash at serangoon transferring bus back home and me dropped at hougang transferring bus home.
wednesday class gathering. omg i cant wait. ((:
misunderstanding resolved with clear piece of mind.sorry seems quite pleasant to hear though it sounds short.
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
problems arise one after another and will somehow feel sick and tired of the life happening around you. you tried very hard to maintain everything hoping everything will be back to normal as it seems to be but to no avail. although you want to forget everything and pretend nothing had happen, this bad image will still be there, no matter how hard you try not to think of it, its useless. Thinking of it dampen your mood.
however, mediator and listening ears are a must. you're the want who will hear my ranting despite how late, giving solutions and stuffs. really appreciate it. u're sucha good friend. (:
i forgive but i do not forget
munching apple while typing.
ash came sk to meet me before going toapayoh to meet dat nu ren.
ash is sucha sweetie. though she got direct bus to TPY from sch, she insists of coming to sk to meet me. she knew that i hate taking bus alone.wanted to go sch to meet her after her paper but she told me she got bus concession so she shall sacrifice. *laugh-
walked around tpy looking out for hp.nu ren and me decided that its time to change our hp especially mine. sat down watching dem having dinner. i had mine at home. catching up session,updates every lill things happening. we love gossiping. left around 9.30.
alone taking 159 route. journey kinda long.
seriously, being alone on bus is not tat bad.
gives me time for some self-reflection.
mp3 my companion, blasting the particular song over and over again.
millions of thoughts running through my little brain. and very fast, i reached sk.
outing tml maybe to ikea for some furniture hunting. thinking of re-decorate my room.
alrights, finished blogging and just nice i'm done with my apple.(:
i'm over the moon right now, dad promised to sponsor me abit for my hp. *smile-
sad song- makes you tears.
sweet song- makes you smile.
sad drama- makes your heart go on a roller coaster ride.
sweet drama- makes you dream of how great if you being one of the characters.
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
65 bucks OFF any M1shop phone offer.
so contradicting..
should i use that voucher?
which hp to purchase?
arghh irritating.
NO MONEYYYY!!!
dinner with parents. i enjoy dinner-ing with dem cos dey will pay for every meal. wahahs.
while walking, i saw one big rock/stone. it reminds me of shit(dung) i once touched during young. i asked my mom if she remembered when i was young was playing with my sis and sis threw stone at me. i wanna take revenge and wanted to pick up stones but in the end i picked up shit i picked up. Mom laughed lyk hella. she told me lotsa things lyk..
-my head stuck between fence. mom scared to stiff and shouting for help.
-sis finger kenna poke by bicycle sharp thingy when she was playing with the wheels.
-sis and me were showering together and she pushed me and my head hit on the pipe. bleeding
-sis using pad to cover her mouth pretending to be a doctor.
we are sucha dumbdumb. *palm forehead-
i'm waiting for more outings((:
Monday, March 20, 2006
In primary two, idea of a good friend was the person who helped you stand up to the class bully.
In primary three, idea of a good friend was the person who shared their lunch with you when you forgot yours.
In primary four, idea of a good friend was the person who let you copy the homework that you forgotten to do the previous night.
In primary five, idea of a friend was the person who hang out together, copying of homework and etc.
In primary six, your idea of a friend was someone who comforted you and lent their shoulder to you when you received your PSLE results.
In secondary one, idea of a good friend was the person who go around helping you to borrow tie during TIE-DAY
In secondary two, idea of a good friend was the person who walked home with you, discussing works and stuff.
In secondary three, idea of a good friend was the person who would help you collect homework and teach you studies to catch up with your school work when you have chicken-pox, listening to your sorrow.
In secondary four/five, idea of a good friend was the person who would help you in the "N/O" levels' examination when you had problems
In poly, idea of a good friend was the person who craps with you, having break together, pon lectures/tutorial, chiong-ing projects,tonning during exam period and all the nonsense stuffs.
Now, idea of a good friend is still the person who gives you the better of the two choices, be by your side whenever in need, helps you fight off those who try to take advantage of you, thinks of you at times when you are not there, reminds you of what you have forgotten, helps you put the past behind you but understands when you need to hold on to it a little longer, stays with you so that you have confidence, goes out of their way to make time for you, helps you clear up your mistakes, helps you deal with pressure from others, smiles for you when they are sad, helps you become a better person, and most importantly loves you. Thank you for being a friend. No matter where we go or who we become, never forget who helped us get there.
And so, what is your idea of a good friend? (:
Sunday, March 19, 2006
although Bryan got the look,got built but how i wish Leo will be the winner.
my mom support Leo too. hehs.
changed my skin again.
spend my frigging 4hrs doing it. (:
supps starting..
girls, good luck and jiayou.
hope the papers will be easy. come out whatever u all learn and whatever u all didnt learn wont come out. hahas
i hate to say it.. but
somehow, i began to doubt something.
should knock myself hard so not to see the ugly side of this world.
Saturday, March 18, 2006
came across a restuarant, andelin wanted to try the food and we went in.
food was alright. so-so.
pictures will tell everything. (:
walked ard chinatown. went into a shop selling all those antique furnitures and stuffs.
so nice can. everything design lyk from dunno wad dynasty. "Qing dynasty?"
wanted to take fotos butden scared get scolded for taking fotos.
went CP for a walk,bought food(she wanted to stockup food in office), pokercard,barcardi.
went to my hse and we started playing.
tats wad we usually play from young. ((:
took out my photoalbums taken years back. we changed alot.
reminscing those time make us wanted to go back to the past.
those time..
grps of frens,
having conflicts,
during chalet(S),
study together,
tuition-ing,
and alot more.
now we hardly meet up. its like everybody disperse everywhere.
everybody got their own busy schedule.
thinking of those small lill' memories we once shared together, its makes me smile.
likewise for you?
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
i'll be graduating in a year time i guess *counting fingers- provided everything goes smoothly.
and i'll be stepping into the society to work which will be the very last thing i wanna do. i'll continue studying if there's a chance.
sometimes its weird you know. when i was younger, how i wish that i can grow up faster to work. but the older i grow, working is the last thing you wanna do. i prefer studying.
what can i do after i graduate?
not to say graduated. i'm worried for MP nxt sem and SIP as well.
my knowledge is lyk "half-bucket" -cannotmakeit.
i feel that i'm inexperienced.
i'm afraid i can't do a simple task well.
thinking back.. all the education received since primary school seem useless. years of education seemed so detached from a working life. i wonder why they make us study so much.
if time can reverse,i want to go back to do things that i regretted.(tonns of dem)
if i were to change anything, i want to change my fate.
if i can get hold of the time,i wish for the time to stop.
if i can replace any organ, i want to have my stupid brain replace.
if i can wish for anything, i wish for happiness,success.
if ... if...if...
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
home at ard 10.
blog-hopping and i came acrossed ppl from campus superstar bloggie.
kpo-ing their lifestyle. envy dem man. able to get close to mediacrop ppl. hehs.
saw lotsa bloggie suchas DJ-peifen/jamieyeo, superstar-leon/ruth, many CSS peeps.
ah nia and me frigging kpo. i blog-hopped to this particular person, i'll copy paste the url give her see and vise-versa.
owell, i'm sucha kponehneh. wahhs.
what to do? i'm super bored. there's nothing i can do to kill time.
waiting for dem to finish their supp..
waiting for k-box..
waiting for shopping..
waiting... waiting..
i'm waiting..
Sunday, March 12, 2006
nobody ard at home so gonna settle by myself.
i told mom dat i wanna cook but she dun allow ask me to go buy . warned me again before she left.
i dun care. went to buy ingredients for garlic baked rice. got hooked after eat garlic rice at mahattan fish market at PS.
its my first attempt cooking that. outcome not really nice. i'm lousy at cooking. anyway it satisfy my craving. *smile-
finished watching sweet 18. nice drama.
ending- 80% sweet 20% sad.
shall start to think of other drama to watch. heh
here's da neoprint take 09/03/06.
finally up.
i like it. (:
tuition tml. my pay gonna roll in soon. *smelling the smell of cash notes-
Saturday, March 11, 2006
am i born to be stupid?
or am i not hardworking enuf?
or my brain just cant absorb the knowledge.?
or i didnt study hard enuff.?
why my results still as lousy as ever.
i doubt i can go anywhere far after my poly.
my sis got a better life den me.
she's smart. maybe she's born to be clever.
she didnt study tat hard during exam.
during exam or wadever, i would stay up late, tonning outside, mugging day and night..
i remembered my mom asked me.
both of u are studying poly..
why you study till so hard and she need not have to.
her sentence really hit my head real hard. how come we both got a different life.
her result is gd. graduated from poly.. high possibility of going to U.
she's already got a path which leads her to bright future..
while i'm lost in the forest, searching my way out, still searching for the path.
however i've got nice parents who didnt pressurize me,didnt compare me and my sis.
she's an apple in the eye of everybody.
she's excel in academic and sports.
uncle dotes her most. whatever she asked for, she get it. i wont deny that she got the reason because her results excellent. i dun dare to ask as i noe i dun haf the right to ask anything from ppl. i know where i stand,my result not as idealistic as hers.
life is realistic
its like.. ppl will invest something that worthwhile than on something tat worthless.
blame on my lousy result,
blame i'm IT illiterate,
blame on i'm not cut up to be in IT line,
blame on my stupidity,
blame myself..
however, i wont let that get over me.
i'll wipe everything off like fallen tears. (:
to ting:
although we somehow caught in the same situation, both of us got different perspective.
anyway,grateful for ur comfort. ((:
met up with the gers for dinner at kovan.
supposed to mit up at 6pm. due to heavy rain, all of us were late.
ting, earliest to reach. lalala. alwaes we wait for her, now is her turn to wait for us.
ash arrived and we head to hongkong cafe.
queue damn long, but its worth it.
mi,ting - pork chop cheese baked spag
ash- century-egg congee.
all- yuan yang tea (mixture of tea & coffee)
ate a total of $38.60
sat at kfc accom dem to study to study. william supposed to mit us butden was kinda late after dinner so told him not to come. no william = no laptop for me to watch youtube.
left ard9plus. dey got no mood to study. kfc too noisy.
took mrt home. ((:
today's outing main purpose is not studying but to console or rather accom ash seeing if she's all right. we two told her is purely come out for grp study and dinner. wanted to drop by at toapayoh after her work ysterday butden she dunwan. so we give an excuses tat today come out for grp study. we really do care for her. i dun wanna hear you saying tat u wanna gif up studying. its really v disheartening.
i know having to study again for supp, the pain is excruciating.
why not put in another perspective that the setback you going through,
are just preparing you for future obstacles.
i know all this are crap. if i were you and u saying this to me,i confirm will say
" u're not in my shoe and u will nv know how i feel. "
but now i'm huilin and all i could do is to comfort u giving u moral support .((:
Thursday, March 09, 2006
looking at hp if there's "one message received" but to no avail.
at 12.47pm - message received. is an unknown number.
confirm chop chop plus guarantee is result. dun dare to open. ppls calling me, persuading me to open. i just dun have the courage to open.
wanted to wait for huiting to open our msg together. butden dunnoe why she haven got her msg yet. so looonnng. opened the msg. quickly scrolled to the bottom to see the overall result remark: GS.
i tot i got supp. william called me and i asked him.
mi:wads GS means.
him:GS = pass.
mi:really? i tot GS = Got Supp. ((: felt relieved. went to look all my grade.
unexpected results. although my result sucks lyk shit..
msn-ing conferencing with william,sinhow,huiting.
were happily talking abt xxx lectureres and suddenly william say wanna eat prata.
we ji tao say go yassin and off we went for yassin at 2plus am. last min decision.
eateat drinkdrink talkcock. leaving at ard 3plus.
send huiting home, and last min suggested to go geylang seesee. wahhahs.
girls darm pretty and sexy too. =P nxt time shall be changi. heh
today supper was fun. lotsa dirty talks. (:
shall continue to watch my sweet 18 korean drama.
my gers didnt manage to clear all. dun so sad alrights. shall work hard for supp.
ashley, i'll accompany you to tonn whenver u want me to. i'm just a call away, really.((:
shooting star do answer prayers.
i've gone thru that. it works u noe. *smile-
today's shopping was fun.
went to have pepper lunch.
and we start with our shopping.
we bought tops from zara.
and we saw celebrities. - lin xiao pei.
ohgosh she's pretty with perfect bodyshape.
walked to paragon. on da way i saw dunnoewadname in wheelchair selling tissue. (i saw him on tv. he's a famous hairstylist in da past. he attend fren housewarming and was da last to leave the hse. one guy got drunk and in a tipsy state tot he's a robber or sumthing head his head with helmet and was in coma till then on he's life changed and selling tissue to make a living. damn saddening can. so decided to buy tissue from him. gave him 2bucks but i took onli 3 pckt of tissues. gave one to huiting. she gave me 1buck as she wanna share. she feels bad. hahs)
and again, we saw celebrities. - quan yifeng and michelle chia.
omgomg. wad a babe.
next stop, to hereen.
i saw footwear damn nice. $35.10.
i'm aiming. yes, i am. ((:
took neoprint. hahs i lyk all of dem. look nice. woohoo. (no scanner. so gonna wait sometime to be posted (:)
shop ard newurbanmale. saw celebrities again. - da guy dunnoe wad name act as wei xiaobao.
wasnt sure whether isit him so ask ting to check. and yes it was him.
wad a day arh.. saw so many celebrities in such a short hrs.
and yes we saw many gays too. huiting favourite.
we have conclusion for guys. all guys are rich and its either in design line or hairstylist line.
walked to plaza sing.chilled at mos burger.
and again shopshopshop.
i saw one slip-on shoe.
damn nice. -$35. i lyk da white one, ting lyk da black wan. butden mine looks nicer. wahahs. :p
went look at hp again. we are desperate for hp. money is da big issue. *roar-
she got herself freshimp top.
random pics.
lazy to do some photo designing. heh.
supposingly to be a happy shopping spree butden messages from kehan regarding major projects. he got his. and we haven got ours. our heart sink to da bottom.
-major projects grping.
-major projects lecturers-in-charge
-exam results.
was grumbling while shopping.
ard 8plus we ended our day.
tml results out.
i dunwan supp papers. i noe i gonna get supps, its inevitable.but i dunnoe why i just cant get over it. tears running ard my eyes. gonna silent mode my hp. sms received tml is a danger. any of dem might me sms of results. i guessed it gonna be a sleepless night tonight.
how i wish the time will stop right at this moment 9/03
where the day 10/03 will never comes.
i'm scare to hear bad news.
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
da ending is nice. HAPPY ENDING.
hey. its very difficult to find korean dramas tat haven gd ending alrights.
its either one party died in the end with incurable disease or couples who deeply in love cant get together. saddening.
korean drama gonna catch will be my name called kim sam soon
another gd ending drama. i wactched da last episode in scv. hehs. didnt catch every episode so gonna watch from scratch.
heading town tml with huiting.
i miss the days of shopping.
i miss the days with hands full of shopping bags.
how i wish i've got piles of cash notes where i can shop lyk mad ger. woo i can smells the smell of the cash.(:
i saw shooting star.
quickly close my eyes and wish for one wish.
pray hard tat my wish comes true (:
Tuesday, March 07, 2006
she's late as usal. waited 40mins for her grand arrival.
had lunch, shopped ard compass point - looking at hp.
damn.. we aiming hp butden we've got no money to buy. sians.
i'm rotting and home and its freaking bored.
decided to edit pictures.
booo..i've got sunburnt.
gonna continue watching my korean drama -love story in harvard. ((:
Sunday, March 05, 2006
not exactly, just gradually changed the background.
someone act as me and replied in my tagboard.
tats nothing i can say. just tat i felt pity for the person.
she/he is childish. i despise dem.
replies tat contain nonsensical, insensible words wasnt me. hope ppl noe how to differentiate. ((:
Saturday, March 04, 2006
HERE for pics. (part1)
HERE for pics. (part2)
Thursday, March 02, 2006
reckon that this chalet isnt tat great as last sem.
not much pic taken,
not tat fun as i thought,
butden i shall say that.. chalet was great with
nice ppl,
nice food,
nice decoration,
nice cake,
nice presents.
21st birthday celebration was really great and fun.
was thinking for my 21st birthday though i'm not even 20.
how shld i celebrate although i hate to touch my age with the BIG 2!! (:
Day 1:
decorating the chalet.
bbq-ing.
birthday cakes. *pressie for him among tp cliques
cam whore.
presenting presents.
shower.
sleep. slept darn early ard 1plus.
Day 2:
guys- swimming.
gers-catch movie i not stupid too at GV. *nice show. cried lyk mad.
bbqing.
watching tv. series of shows.
shower.
cam whore.
red wine.
3plus am, walked mangrove swamp.
sleep.
sinhow was scaring the gers with ghost stuffs. huiting,ash so contradicting. whether to go, not to go? in the end with peer pressure, dey went. hahas. i went b4 once long ago butden i dare not go in, just stand outside. but now, i've become daring. hehs. place was dark. the gers damn scared. walked in twos. me jiahao walking infront, huiting clinging holding nicholas, ashley clinging junyou. sinhow behind.
"is like "xing guang da dao" walking red carpet where star alwaes walked during prize giving."
*big laugh*
sinhow is just a big ass. "all walk to the right, something on the left" he said with serious tone can he said someone touches his butt.. i quickly cling on to jiahao. in the end, he lied. asshole. wtf.
ghost stuffs- topic for the night. huting me were sharing ghost encounters by her relatives. whereas the guys were surfing nets for ghost stuffs. slept at 5.30.
Day 3:
packed up and home sweet home.
sleep.
followed by tuition later on.
big yawn. i'm tired.
random pics.
due to some political issues, our IGS thailand trips are cancelled. *sigh.
so disappointing. i thought i could clear my cds this holiday and my work load will lighten when sch reopen. i guess my schedule will be super pack nxt sem.
however, we tot of organising class trip maybe to KL. =P
more pics in peiling, william cam. i'm waiting. ((: